Was it all just a bad dream? It couldnt be real. Theyve only lost one game in 2 seasons. And they lost to Alabama?!?!
Clearly I am in denial over the FL vs Bama game. I have no idea why they played the way they did. I just cant ever talk about it!
In TTC news:
Today is CD9. So we started the sex fest a couple days ago. I decided we were going to go for every other day from CD7 to CD 21.
Once again, Im determined as hell to get pregnant.
We had a discussion about it the other day. When I told him it was "about that time" for the sex fest. Fortunately hes so happy to get that much sex he is NOT about to complain that its baby making "I need your sperm desperately" sex.
In any case, we were talking about my sheer determination and he said that he feels the same way. I made (what I thought was ) a god awful mistake of telling him that he couldnt possibly feel the same way. He asked why.
I told him that I know him. I know the way he handles things, and how he the way he thinks/feels. He doesnt understand what if feels like to have a hole in your heart because something is missing. That he doesnt cry about it and blame himself. That HE doesnt have the barren ute. He was silent for a long time and I thought i was in trouble....but he said that I was right, and that I knew him well. He agreed that while he wants it badly, he doesnt feel empty without a child. He hugged me and told me we would be ok.
Then I went shopping, found a gorgeous coach bag I wanted, texted him about it and he asked if I wanted it for Christmas.
Ahhhh......my husband knows me so well....
Our New Normal
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